It hurts, all the time. The hydromorphon gives me a lovely high, but only helps the pain for about an hour.
Now my right side is so swollen I can't bend. It looks ridiculous. Probably more drains and tons of antibiotics and tons of hydromorphan.
Jocelyn just dropped in. I love visiting with her. She is so my type of person. And Cookie's sister Annette's daughter Justine stopped in yesterday. Justine is becoming a lab tech and is doing a few months stint here in the Kamloops hospital. What a beautiful and lovely person she is! We are going to get Mamma Sidhu over here and we are going to go to the casino! Mamma Sidhu can give me casino lessons! But only if she really wants to.
So now I am off to bed. The only way to not worry about things is to sleep. TTYL
Helen, even when life sucks for you, you are an unselfish and generous entertainer. I have no words to express how sad I am at this situation. To excuse MY French, its damn fucking unfair that you have to go through this. I hope and and pray that you start to heal and the days start to get better.
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