SAD

Up then down then up then down again.  Its been an emotional roller coaster.

I was really up when I saw my house and watched Arnie paint my purple room.  Then I was down when the paint water flooded the downstairs due to a broken  drain pipe.  Then I was up when Aryn and I tried a whole bunch of paint samples on the wall, picking just the right one and enjoying the awesome sunshine and blue skies.  Then down cuz of our Parker.

He was on the deck and clearly he couldn't stop peeing.  I knew there would be a clear sign when his time came and that was it.  I phone a vet and made an appointment for two o'clock.  Monte and I took him and it was awful.  His trusting dear old face looked at us as he was led away.  It felt like he knew and he was very calm.  There was absolutely no way I could stay with him.  Its too soon after going through the same thing with Bill. It was bad enough just letting him go.  He went with her happily. 

 Now I can't seem to pull it together.  Too many things at once maybe.  I am going to get a good night's sleep tonight and get geared up to deal with insurance peeps tomorrow.  The plumber is coming at ten.  So lots to distract.  I will have a happier report tomorrow night.  TTYL