GRRRRRRR........

This business of getting my blood sugar down is getting tedious and annoying.  (Shovel list)  To all you overweight sedentary people out there..bless your hearts, people after my own heart, but take heed.  Get up and move...don't eat those carbs!!!  The five times a day poking your finger and logging blood sugar is really vexatious (my word for the day). 

 And just as you think you are on the right trajectory...which is down...you get a high freaking reading that immediately sends you into a downward spin mentally.  I mean when you are NOT eating even remotely like you were before, and you are craving anything with a carb in it, and at this point cardboard is looking good, it pisses me off when my blood sugar is up at 9.  HOW????  Where the hell did that sugar come from?  I ate one cup of beef broth with 0 carbs and six damned almonds.  Its pretty sad when you look at a hobo downtown eating a rotten sandwich out of the garbage and you envy him!  Seriously...that happened.

I had a great time with the grand kids this week.  Fenton and I spent a great time in my chair reading to each other.  Elise spent a lot of time occupying herself with a giant sticker/colouring book I bought her.  They are such amazing kids at keeping busy.  I also had a fantastic time with Kevin.  Tandy was in Vancouver for Tuesday night.  So instead of playing games, we sat here in the kitchen playing music.  We hopped from one song to another showing each other the stuff we have been listening to lately.  Kinda like what Monte and I do...a lot.  I loved it.  Also...note here to Cookie...Monte and I listen to one record in particular over and over and over....guess which one?  Mouth and MacNeil!!  He loves it almost as much as me!  And you would be amazed how many people know that song How Do You Do?.

Well its lunch tomorrow with Leanne!  We are going to Milestones.  I looked up their menu so I could pick ahead of time what I can eat and how to get them to change what I need them to change. I have to become one of THOSE people.  My mom used to do that.  No matter what she ordered she would change something about it.  I hate that.  (shovel list).  I can't wait to see Leanne.  We always have a ton to talk about.

Well its super late...Mouth and MacNeil, side two, is coming to an end.  Bed time!  (or rather chair time).  Its actually chair time and Judge Judy...the cow.  Every night I go to bed and go to sleep to pvr'ed Judge Judy.  She is such a bitch.  TTYL