Kathy is so efficient. Its a pleasure just to watch her operate. She has motored through my house, organized things, did the laundry, vacuumed everywhere, all the while running up and down the stairs. Man, she is truly amazing. And me? I sat in my chair, watched tv, cooked some chicken, folded some clothes, looked for stuff, felt useless. I seem to have hit a bit of a lethargic low. I still can't seem to wrap my brain around the fact that I can't ever tell Bill anything ever again. Now and then it kind of sinks in and I feel sick. It will be better after the funeral I am sure.
Tonite we packed up some pea soup and headed into Austin's place. And it was awesome! He rents part of an old old house full of little rooms and crooks and corners. Love it! And he had a huge stack of records. My heaven it was like I had died and gone to record land. A lot of them are so familiar, I have owned so many of those years ago. It was like finding old friends. We listened to music while we ate soup and delicious open faced baked sandwiches. So good.
We left there and went to a hockey game between Vancouver and Victoria. Austin and I sat together and Kathy and Em sat elsewhere. Such good visiting and good hockey. It felt like the right move to be out amongst people. Tomorrow night Austin is taking us to a surprise movie. I can't imagine what that could be! I love surprises.
After we got home we had a yummy drink a lovely person showed us years ago. Advocat and lemonade on ice. So delicious…tastes like lemon pie. We watched some cooking shows and now its time to hit the hay. TTYL
Hi Helen, you seem a little low.You need to take some time for yourself.I talk to Ted all the time, one thing that made it a little easier for me was watching long island medium.I dont know if I believe in it or not but it just made me feel better. Take care and talk to you soon .love Pat.
ReplyDelete