ON THE ROAD AGAIN

 Time to meet with the girls one more time before the wedding.  One month today!!!  We each have our tasks and April has a million loose ends to tie up.  Myles is going off with Bradley for a couple of pre wedding bro days.  Bradley is totally respecting Myles's wish for no big party with booze and strippers.  He was brought up right...not his style at all.  I think they are having a sporty few days in Whistler.

I am taking my own food to April's.  At least some of it.  I need to lose 112 pounds before the wedding so it will be severe Dr. Atkins.  And I will def have to keep track of my blood sugar.  No more lows for me ever again.  That was the worst feeling ever.  EVER.  Never again.  With jardiance on board now I am still figuring out how many carbs I can get away with, I need to keep an eye.  When I hit the 112 pounds down I shall stop.  Lol!!!

Monte and I went to Nanaimo yesterday.  We had a fantastic day...we don't always.  Sometimes it is difficult to say the right thing or conversely not say the wrong thing to a highly functioning autistic Tourettes person.  I am sure getting better though.  Blow ups don't happen often now.  And yesterday was just a sweet calm awesome day.  We listened to our fave music and had a bit of conversation.  It was really nice.

I was on my way to Lens Crafters.  Boy I hate my eyes being messed with.  I hate it so much I can hardly let April, who has her certificate in make up artistry, touch my eyes.  Have you ever had that poof test to see what pressure your eyes are?  Yeah, thats not happening with me.  I get my lids shut before the air even gets to my eyes, (reflex). I have really high pressure in my eyes and apparently that makes them super sensitive.  Never mind the fact that I almost have a heart attack every time.  Scares the hell out of me.  The dr is forced to guess what my pressure is or put dilating numbing drops in my eyes and test it differently.  But I lied and said I was driving so he couldn't do it.  I have to go back for that when someone can drive me.  Sure.

He wants me to go to an ophthalmologist.  I objected.  What the heck is he going to do that you can't? I ask him.  Well he says that they can see and understand even more with what is going on.  Then what? I ask.  What difference can they make?  Well he says casually, almost innocently, they can give you injections in your eyes...he only got that far and, again a reflex, NO EFFING WAY!!!!!  NEVER HAPPEN!!!.  He laughed!  So I do not see any point in seeing an ophthalmologist and I think I have already said here that I practice being blind.  I unload the dishwasher, wipe the counters down, put stuff in my bedroom, all with my eyes shut.  Mind you my room looks like it.

Picking out new glasses was fun!  I wanted fancy horn rim black glasses.  I love the style.  I saw a lady on Judge Judy with the most awesome amazing glasses.  Now I know I can't get extreme glasses like that but a reasonable facsimile would work.  I will put a pic of those glasses.  I took a pic of her.  They are so awesome!!!  I showed them to Monte and I won't repeat what he said!!!  I have already sworn once in this post!

Thats it for today.  Have a great one and TFL and TTYL

AREN'T THEY FABULOUS???!!!!!